So many… Been on long term sick leave for close to 20 years, got major executive dysfunction with what’s in my language called “handlingsförlamning” (action paralysis) where most things, even things I want to do, makes the gears in my brain just completely seize so it’s impossible to do most things.
I want to play music, draw, paint, be creative in so many ways but that part of me just doesn’t work. I want to get out and explore the world, no matter how locally but I’m stuck in my apartment 95% of the time. I want to read, take classes in things I’m interested in, bike, learn to dance, do pottery, etc.
Basically the only things I can do are play games, listen to music, watch movies and series and cook food, which I love doing all of and am happy I’m able to do. So I can’t say I don’t have stuff I enjoy, just dream of so much more.
So many… Been on long term sick leave for close to 20 years, got major executive dysfunction with what’s in my language called “handlingsförlamning” (action paralysis) where most things, even things I want to do, makes the gears in my brain just completely seize so it’s impossible to do most things.
I want to play music, draw, paint, be creative in so many ways but that part of me just doesn’t work. I want to get out and explore the world, no matter how locally but I’m stuck in my apartment 95% of the time. I want to read, take classes in things I’m interested in, bike, learn to dance, do pottery, etc.
Basically the only things I can do are play games, listen to music, watch movies and series and cook food, which I love doing all of and am happy I’m able to do. So I can’t say I don’t have stuff I enjoy, just dream of so much more.