I’ve felt rancor and bitterness towards most of my surroundings for all of recent memory and have now realized that it’s starting to affect my relationship (im growing impatient, ready to fly off the handle, a little defensive) and i feel like im in some way broken or “unfit” for a relationship. Very important to mention that i forgot to take my meds for an extended period and now they are virtuslly useless bbecause im a dimwit and am unable to properly remind myself of my fairly important emotional stability pills; This lack of pharmaceutical support (all a byproduct of my own actions) i think also plays a very big role in my current situation.
How do i not lash out or ruin my relationship with my partner because of my general unhappiness and, for lack of a better term, hate for and towards everyone else around me
ohhh ic sorry, i had misunderstood and thought you were implying something about my relationship, since it’s not the first time people online have judged me or my partner on the basis of our being together, mb ><
Anyway, on your advice, we were thinking moreso moving to china tbh, sorry again for misunderstanding >< ty for your advice ^^
Hope it all goes well! China is difficult so make sure to do a lot of research and talk to people who’ve moved there. Hard to get a green card even if you’re married to someone who has citizenship. OTOH it is flat-out impossible to do the reverse (this is tough to watch despite being a characteristically charming video from the channel). I’m sure you’ll take it seriously, but just saying. I chose complete no-brainers. You just buy Russian property and get a visa it’s nuts. VN is roughly more like China 20 years ago in terms of visas