I apologize for not being able to elaborate further on that because the words that come to my mind refuse to form coherent sentences.
All I can say is that the question in the title has been running in my head straight for a month now. It can be one of those days, or I start to stagger under the weight of my mental luggage.
PS, I’m seeing a therapist and a psychiatrist if anyone wonders.


bourgeoisie will make you depressed and they will profit off from it. I’ve been into same thoughts comrade. You can retreat, be defeated, exhausted. Instead of searching happiness or trying to be act in a way search for a struggle than you can defeat.
We all wants to live a simple life like all others do but we have a historical duty to prepare these material conditions for all of us.
We don’t have an other option than organizing. Find, comrades like yourself and struggle for overthrowing this child murderer billionaire class.
I know my comrade, I’m just taking a rest and get on my feet to continue helping the cause. The police brutality I faced during the İmamoğlu protests isn’t enough to stop me.
That protest is just a beginning comrade. Make yourself prepared for more.