I’m doing 5g of mushrooms tomorrow in silent darkness for the first time. I have no idea what to expect as I’ve never done it this way, my last dose was 4.5g and I handled it really well and had a beautiful experience out in nature. Also, planning on vaping some DMT powder in the coming weeks and going on my first major trip for the first time.
Took 5. Mixed with lemon juice (it hits you faster and harder, not recommended for larger doses like 3 and above) realized that everything and everyone is merely constructed by the brain in an elaborate hallucination that I have no way of knowing if anything is truly real or merely conjured by my consciousness. I havent gone back to mushrooms since as the feeling of being utterly alone is too much to bear.
Oh god, the loneliness…
I did 5 as a first time (I was told that was an okay dose), nothing happened in 3 hours so we were like fuck it, let’s smoke some weed and go to sleep.
I took one puff from a blunt and my head went full “oh oh…” and the following 5 hours were pure insanity with loneliness. I hated it so badly that I didn’t try again for years now
What made you feel utterly alone? You’re constructed by everyone else’s brain too, ya know.
Look up boltzmann brain
A spontaneously forming brain? No thank you!