So at my uni there’s this middle school aged girl who’s going there. She and I are in the same study group and I said something along the lines of “I wish i got to go to college at your age” (just because I like the class structure more) and she replied with “there are a lot of pedophiles on campus so there’s some trade offs.”
I didn’t like…freak out externally. Luckily I’m good at hiding my emotions. But I just felt sick. Like physically sick. Like i nearly wanted to go throw up in a bin sick.
I don’t even know why specifically I felt like that. To be honest I don’t know how much she was being sarcastic. I don’t know if its that I feel like i can’t trust people at my campus [I already know there are bad people here. No shit. So why would that cause it?], or if its because i felt bad for her for having to be afraid of that [she’s pretty “mature” (for lack of a better term) so i don’t know if that makes sense either] or…I don’t know. I just wanted to tell someone because my therapy appointment got canceled and I just flet really, really bad.
You should be glad she knows what is up. Maybe she’s exaggerating and and that line is a preemptive defence. Like maybe there aren’t many pedos at your school but if she says that to every guy who is remotely friendly to her the pedos are going to never talk to her again because they will know she is on to them.