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I didnt know it could hallucinate THIS BAD!

My guy that is amazing!!!

Thanks for sharing, I have escaped from porn, but I have yet to stop touching myself.

Good to know things are going well for you. 🤍

manosphere, what is that?

Oh yeah, but it could also happen to some men too. Its unfortunate.

I am planning to make a post on this to read peoples opinion.

Anyway…
Not hyperfixated on it but I have been thinking about how common sexualization/pornification has become, especially on women.

It raises beauty standard to unrealistic levels, and usually makes people be ashamed of their bodies.

I have also been thinking about sexual assualts . Most victims are usually young girls and women.

Male victims are ignored, as if trauma wasnt a thing that everyone no matter the gender experiences in such crimes.

It is unfortunate that female victims usually have more consequences than male victims when it comes to sexual assualts. (They risk getting pregnant.)

The fact that porn(mostly consumed by males), movies, anime, and other forms of visual media are usually optimized( hypersexualized ) for “the male gaze”.

Not mentioning the dark industry behind it that only encourages sex trafficking of innocent souls.

It makes me disgusted, am I dirty for being a male?
Why are males generally more focused on physical appearance than women?
Why is the male gaze > female gaze??

I dont know, makes me feel disgusted and ashamed of myself sometimes.

Perhaps I owe women an apology on behalf of all of the mess some men are doing.

I do realize that I am generalizing alot, and there are flaws in this thought, but I cant get it out of my head.
It’s also one of the reasons that encouraged me to escape porn and the dark industry behind it

may I know why?

Flutter is cross-platform, and its supposed to be used with dart. (flutter is a framework)

Planning to use flutter for mobile and pyqt for desktop. since I dont like depending too much on Google

I will check it out.

Yeah I know it, GDscript is similar to python. I did some lessons in it while I was trying to deduce if godot is a good choice for me or not.

I will make sure to cut in half again and one more time to make sure the scope devil doesnt come again.

I am good with python.
Perhaps I also have some experience making games, used roblox studio (~2015) before roblox was ruined and I have used gdevelop recently.

Blender is what I am learning right now. I hate how frustrating it can be.

Hey, thank you so much for mentioning this!

Some people just take it way too far to the point that it starts actively harming them Yes, I agree.

Addiction to porn is harmful (just like any addiction), it causes the addict to be more lonely, and think of women as sex objects.

Masturbation addiction is a huge time waster(again just like any addiction).

Thanks for the recommendation, the article is interesting and gives me some hope.

Some games I play are only on windows.

I also like separating serious stuff and gaming, in this case, windows for gaming, linux for anything else.

But thanks for asking, All the best!

After one UI 8, all of there devices are boot loader locked with no way to unlock them anymore.
Not mentioning the feature they remove from budget devices each major update.

Before, I was able to record using game booster, now after the one ui 7 update, it no longer

My next phone would be anything that graphene OS supports.

Thanks for the suggestion, but its a windows problem because linux (I dualboot) doesnt suffer from this.

Tried playing the same game in both Operating systems. windows HEAVILY throttled after ~15 minutes, linux smoothly throttled (the game ran in ~25 fps after the overheating in linux, while in windows it ran ~1 fps)

Linux throttles early so I usually need to lower the graphics to enjoy a more consistent 60 fps.

I always quit midgame, because in windows, whenever my laptop over heats, windows fails to smoothly throttle and the game starts running on less than 1 fps.
even the windows UI runs slow.

To fix the issue, I reset windows for the third time now, hopefully it fixes it self.

EDIT: This issue isnt software issue, because linux doesnt suffer from this

I unfortunately watched porn too, and I regret every second I wasted watching porn.
Supported sex trafficking without even knowing, and ruined my life with it.

Not proud of what I did, I am disgusted.

Linuxmint 21.3 on a budget nvidia gpu, the mx series, and intel i7 10th gen

If onlyoffice runs well on this gpu, libreoffice should also be as fast. no?

I use onlyoffice.
No idea if OnlyOffice uses .docs as a default for popularity or because of a shady deal.
But Onlyoffice allows export to open formats like .odt

I would like to use Libreoffice, but the UI is sluggish and horrible, at least for me.