I’m incredibly sorry to hear comrade, if I can assist you I will try. :)

You probably already know this but I want you to know it’s not your fault and I think it’s important to let yourself cry and grieve. You don’t deserve to be screamed at nor the debt held over your head like a sword of Damocles. They purposely make this system a pain the ass to deal with and it shows everyday.

You have friends here and in real life even if you don’t see us, we all care. We have strength in unity.

I’m aware that these words are a pittance at best but I hope they help in some way.

This is news to me, you got the sauce? 😮