Hell yeah

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No, I want him obsessed with me. I want drawbacks. I want him so in love with me I’m terrified for my safety.

I use discord and piefed and that’s it. Discord is mainstream, but I’m just in a couple small servers talking with friends.

I just don’t mesh well with most social media. Mastodon and Bluesky confuse me just as much as Twitter and Facebook did.

Well California should hold all federal taxes then. Including making employers deposit employee taxes into a local fund to be released after the federal government cooperates with funding what it’s supposed to and arrests the entire administration.

I’d also like a pony, while I’m dreaming.

Esketamine did a lot to help with the overwhelming anhedonia. For around a year I was more able to enjoy doing things. Not perfect of course, but it definitely helped. ECT helped too, but it didn’t last as long so I don’t recommend it as a first plan. TMS helps some people, just not me.

Meds can help take the edge off too, but they aren’t going to fix it. And in this hellscape of a world, I don’t think there’s any complete cure likely.

It might be worth looking into pursuing a hobby you care about more seriously, if you have one you do or are interested in trying. Having something regular to work on you can enjoy even sometimes gives you something to look forward to and feel kinda good about. For me that’s mostly music, but it could be writing, board games, fencing, whatever.

You’re worth keeping alive. I hope you can find something that helps.

I suspect you may be referring in part to my drunk meme from yesterday. For what it’s worth, I don’t hate anyone. I’m truly sorry our priorities differ. I just don’t think there’s an ethical way to kill someone who’s done nothing to you, who doesn’t want to die.

That’s honestly awesome, I love it

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For me it was definitely seeing Delain in concert. I splurged for VIP tickets for the first time ever, and I got treated to an acoustic performance of Start Swimming and I got a picture with them. It was fricking awesome, such a good night.

Second place is when I won tickets off a radio show to see testament, megadeth, and slayer. Testament killed it, and megadeth put on the entirety of rust in peace then played some of their popular hits, it was sick. I didn’t get to stay for all of slayer though, my brother drove me and he was ready to go halfway through their set. It was still a rad as hell show.

Hey now, morality doesn’t count when the victim is tasty. Might makes right you know.

You’re oppressing me by implying it’s wrong to murder.

Well sure, but I wouldn’t want to entangle my tax paperwork if I didn’t love him

To me, it’s my promise that I love the other person, plan on doing so forever, and I want to spend the rest of our lives together. I wouldn’t have gotten married unless wanted to support them in all of their goals, help them through all of their troubles, and enjoy all the moments in between.

The legal stuff is all secondary in my view.

There’s no valid explanation, it’s just someone thinking everyone will have to go vegan simultaneously so the only option will be to mass genocide farm animals, as if that wasn’t already the plan.

I had that recently with a different one, I had to reach out to the company but they replaced it for me. I’d first check to make sure it’s not clogged with earwax or anything though.

It’s honestly been a while since I’ve made pancakes, truth be told, but I recall this recipe being good:

https://www.seriouseats.com/vegan-aquafaba-pancake-recipe

I’m a terrible drummer, but I’ve been getting out of my comfort zone and working on learning to produce full tracks. It’s been an adventure focusing on more of music than just hitting things with sticks.

I uh. I don’t really know what to say to that. Fucking hell that’s a lot. Im so sorry. Poor kid.

Other than making some sort of vegan statement, what I find really weird is when people start talking to you in the grocery line.

Like, how are you happy to be there? I just want to get in, get my stuff, and get out. Socializing is super awkward at the best of times, so inviting it in that setting just feels weird to me. I have a buddy who always strikes up conversation with strangers, it’s awkward shopping with him.

Courts don’t matter if no one is enforcing their rulings. Republicans repeatedly ignore court orders without consequence.

They go in the ear like normal earbuds but they hook around the back of the ear so they don’t fall off when I’m drumming.